progress

It’s 1:51am, left the gym, eating my post work out meals. nothing’s on my mind except the days ahead. moving on doesn’t hurt anymore. it sucks losing so much history only for it to be a memory. but then hey, life is about moving forward and that’s what I’ve been up to. To take away everything that I was before and to reinvent myself has been my plan since the beginning of this break up. 6 months later, I’m able to to look back and just smile at all the shit I went through. I don’t know if I’m ready to even be in a relationship or if I even need to be in one, whatever the circumstance I won’t be the same person I was before. a weak minded, low self esteem, always tired bitch ass version of me. fuck that. I stand confident to who I am today, with the progress and commitment I chose to be half a year ago. Physically, emotionally and mentally.

I honestly can’t wait for what’s ahead, I’ve never had so much shit planned but damn I’m thankful to have met everyone and caught up with these past 6 months.

I’m able to do this with or with out you.

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“That’s all right,” she says, and I have to wonder how many times she’s said that to the people in her life who screwed her over somehow.

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We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”
I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.
Let our scars fall in love.

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sweet jesus here it is. 

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ponytail-andaprettysmile:

blackfemalepresident:

you deserve to be in a relationship with a person who doesnt make you compete for their affection and never has you guessing where you stand with them

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